14

by kittydog

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melo undeniably moving, "14" takes us through a highly-personal and poetic tale of improvement, both emotional and musical- and the fear that comes alongside it; the complex, confusing result of young fame and the passage of time, told uniquely from both first and second person perspective. this calming piano-synth track will bring you closer to the uncommon viewpoint of a young artist online- it also serves as a modern example of zola's musical elasticity, contrasting in style from her recent songs.

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lyrics

there are no future years
its just one replayed
2017 on loop
forever breaking my brain
i still get glimpses of you
screaming out my name
ur searching for answers
but i dont have anything
love me worship me treat me like im godly
put me on a pedestal even though im 14
hate me degrade me i'm worse than dirt im nothing
this 14 yr old idiot reduced to a dichotomy
(x2)

(recently ive been like,
feeling like i have imposter syndrome
which is like, you feel like you dont deserve
any of the attention that you have
so you kinda just like, desociate with your
uh
i mean dissociate with your popular self
and make you feel like its not you.
im-im only 14 years old
i feel im going to improve way more in the future years
and right now im living the dream that ive always wanted to live!)

youre in your future years
its time to be amazed
enter your trophy room
years of dedication on display
and through the shiny awards
you can see your face
but you dont see yourself
so why'd it even matter anyway

Ive been replaced
By me on screen
shes echoing
who i used to be
im overshadowed by my own achievements
its demeaning
ill climb out of all of these trophies as they suffocate me yea

(yay, i feel happy
i feel happy in life right now
its just really good ok
ok bye!)

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released April 15, 2023

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